"No [person] who values originality will ever be original. But try to tell the truth as you see it, try to do any bit of work as well as it can be done for the work's sake, and what [people] call originality will come unsought."
- C.S Lewis
I wouldn't say I value originality all that much... but I do value "truth"... whatever it is.
When I was younger, I thought seeking truth was a cerebral endeavor. One in which I had to think through things enough until a moment of clarity struck me that made the entire world make sense. Anyone who knew me in High School and College can attest to my over-thinking ways.
I don't think as much as I used to. In part because adult life is far too busy for the kind of existential pondering I used to regularly engage in. But more importantly, I no longer find "thinking" a credible means to truth.
Telling the truth the best way I can means experiencing it fully, with my heart, soul, and mind.
I want to tell the truth, but I still have trouble working it all out. The principles and thoughts I mentally constructed from years past are hitting the hard, hot, pavement of reality. Some of them fit nicely while other ones have shattered. Some are still being stretched and squeezed in hopes of coming together whole.
As the world has changed, so have I. As my relationships have changed, so have I.
Truth is looking for the consistent in an always changing world. The same holds true for my own identity.
So it is time to take a new survey of my values and beliefs and rediscover what it means for the way I live my life.
I don't care if what comes out is original or not. Rather, I hope it resonates. I hope what I teach and share echoes with the centuries of truth-seekers before me and carry will carry on to future generations.
Truth is not an individual enterprise. It is collective.
Please, let's do this together.
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